reminders: no one can bring you down if you don’t let them but it is also never your fault if you are affected
lately i only enjoy direct interaction with others, for a very short amount of time. I only want to talk about things that are actually meaningful. The chit chat makes me want to throw up. I want to say ” i would like to sit in silence next to you now”. Sometimes I don’t want to talk. Sometimes its exhausting. I can listen, sometimes. But I would like to just be in silence.